This piece so represents how I feel at the moment, in my etsy shop. SUMMER SPECIALS! I think I'm an artist but then again, I'm not sure anymore. I feel so uneasy, discontent, etc. etc. I am not to happy with me right now. I'm no fun. Depression haunts my soul and I don't know why. I feel so unsettled, not knowing our future. I feel lonely, yet grateful. So many emotions are stuffed inside and they feel they want to jump out of me and explode. Maybe if they did, then I could move forward.
We will be going back to San Francisco on Monday. I hate leaving my dogs, especially during fire season. I hate spending the money. But I know Ron's surgery is important. He is important. What is my problem???
One thing I know, what makes me smile every day is being connected to nature. This piece is about that. Kindred Hearts - with nature. Seeing all the tiny new born deer and the little tiny tiny chicks who run frantically along side of their mother (turkey), just makes me laugh and feel good inside. Wish the rest of my life made me feel that way. This too shall pass, I'm sure, with and by the grace of God.
